J wants to buy a new truck, a Suzuki Sidekick that he can take off-roading.
I'm really upset about it because that vehicle is a concrete symbol that he's not mine, that before we met he had an exciting and adventurous life and that he continues to do exciting things that I can't be part of. The only time he's gonna use that car is when he goes camping with his ex and their daughter. I am never going to be able to go off-roading with him. Yes, I'm jealous. I'm jealous of every girl he's ever had, jealous of every adventure he's ever gone on, jealous of everything he's ever done or is going to do without me.
So you see I have become the crazy girlfriend.
On the upside, he looks at me with intensity and says nice things to me.
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